This and That

Went out to Discount Tires this morning to buy one tire...ended up with two and a rim. Then ate at Panda Express outdoors alone (yeah, this is rare) to watch the cars go buy and enjoy the spring-like weather. Headed to Walmart and got to the register and couldn't find my mini-wallet. WHAT? So I head to the van and it had fallen out of my purse onto the side of my van. It had EVERYTHING! Thank you Jesus! I said. Gosh, in a flash my whole life could of turned upside down. Don't take anything for granted; be grateful for all HE does for you.

For many years I was unable to cry for myself. There were many hidden disappointments in my life yet unable to express the sincere sadness within. I do struggle with depression but just couldn't seem to cry to relieve the anguish within. Lately, I've found a venue to cry all I want. It's rather hilarious though. I am an avid fan of Kdramas since 2014. Their story lines are so moving and touching that many of them bring me to tears. Yesterday, I washed my sheets because after a few days of tearing up, it reeked. Yeah! Fresh sheets this week but I started another drama that I ended up watching three episodes back to back. I struggled with the guilt of watching one this morning. I had this battle in my head whether to watch on at 5:30 a.m. Seriously, why do I feel guilty doing some mundane things like watching TV. It's as though I'm doing something wrong. Regardless, I questioned..."People have vices like drinking, smoking, do drugs...what's wrong wi

I cannot express how my kitchen window is an escape to what lies outside. Although the window is old and tattered and not even framed, I see through it and find the joy of watching the squirrels scurrying, the bluejays playing and the bees pollinating all the flowers. It makes washing dishes bareable and cooking doable. I'm appreciative to the person who built that 100+ old window that helps me see out of it to be happy.